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Blogging for: 28.10.07 Sunday

Hais.. one day + 3/4 day till I book in to SI..

just thinking of book into SI, me really super bored. sianzzZz..

woke up at bout 4pm today. *STUNNED* got my darling worried that I was trying to avoid her.. lols. Darling, dear won’t avoid u de larhs.. really super tired. It seems that the monsoon season is coming back agains.. cos reaching December le marhs.. Wet season. =P

Surf the net awhile then suddenly got a call from Ivan, asking me whether wanna come down Orchard to join him.. Then he passed the call to Desmond, who asked me wanna go down too.. lols. Was pouring really heavily when they called. Thought for awhile & decided to go in the end. So I slacked awhile then go bathe… After bath, the rain started to stop already. Changed and went out.

Arrived at Bugis. Upon entering carpark, got a call from Ivan with Desmond talking on the phone. Told me not to park at Bugis cos they going over to Liang Seah St for after-lunch-before-dinner meal.. But I was already IN the carpark. LOL. Found a lot and went to meet them.

Was told to meet at Adidas. Went there see no one. Then Tiffany appeared and call me. Eh.. didn’t know she was there also. -.- okok.. Went opposite. Ate duck rice with Desmond, Ivan had noodles, Tiffany had a drink only. Crap talk a little and off we went to town. FYI (for your info) - Des & Ivan both got Body Shop products, Ivan got S&K stuffs, Tiffany got some pet food. =)

Headed to Cathay Cine. Stopped vehicle there and we went to find Stephanie (Da Jie) and Lili. Searched high and low. Found them at the Atrium of Taka. zZz. The last message we got was Kinokuniya. -.-

Des, Ivan, Tiffany, Lili and me went to Topman & Topshop. Stephanie and her friend went to F21 (Forever 21) at Wisma Atria.

For the 5 of us, once we reached the top of the escalator, made a detour to FCUK (French Connection UK). Walked 1 round the shop, found the clothes simply no taste. Left for Topman & Topshop where Ivan got a cardigan, Des got 2 tops and Tiffany can’t find anything. LOL. By then was bout 9plus le. Thought of going down to meet my darling de.. but asked her if she wanna come down orchard. She replied see how first lorhs. Then was quite sianned. But hope to go down & find her lo.. =(

Having done @ Topman & Topshop, 5 of us (Des, Ivan, Tiffany, Lili and me) left for  Far East Plaza while Stephanie caught up with us later. Tiffany and Lili went to the cardigan shop with Desmond. Ivan and I chiong to Graphite first. Heh. Ivan happened to chance upon the boss of Graphite. LOL. He knows the boss of course. Ivan got a pair of jeans, me got a cardigan. Heh. Dunno why I got the cardigan also. Beats me. =P Not only were we given 15% off, Ivan got the membership card too. Cool. Nice knowing the boss.

Met up with the rest. Stephanie wanted to have LJS (Long John Silvers) then changed her mind to BK (Burger King). On the way to BK, Tiffany, Lili, Des and Ivan all wanna use toilet. -.- So left me and Da Jie. Couldn’t find BK then Da Jie say KFC (Kentucky Fried Chicken) lorhs.. then she thought for awhile, eh i ate that a few days ago.. Headed back for LJS again. zzz.

While at LJS, Lili bf came & look for her. Hais. Miss my darling. =( Felt empty again. HAI. Done at LJS, thought they were leaving le. Then told darling that I will be going over soon. Never did I know they wanted to go Coffee Bean @ Paragon to lim kopi. Ok lorhs.. then follow suit. Msg-ed darling twice le then didn’t reply. Was worried so called back. Darling told me she will return me a call. Waited waited & waited. No return call. Then Eileen (Darling’s god sis) called me saying they cabbing back home. So I said ok lorhs.. Ask them to be careful. Wanted to go find darling de.. Then she said she dont feel good. Even awhile also cant. =( Sad. Said nothing to do with me and said goodnite to me then never reply le. Wondered what happened to my honey bunny le. *Sighs*

Des dad ring him and told him he is coming over to pick him. Left Coffee Bean at bout 12 so that Des can collect his stuff from my car.

Sent Ivan, Tiffany & Lili back home. Des (dad sent him), Stephanie (meeting Nicholas), Lili bf (gave hugs to her) left on their own le.

Reached home at 1.20am.

Mum told me SCV gone and my modem can’t work. Rang Starhub just to know there was outstanding bill of S$208. Hais. Wondered hw long never pay le my dad. *Sighs* Luckily I had a modem if not I won’t be here blogging. =)

My Mood (end-of-the-day): So-so, Still empty (dunno for wad reason), Tired while doing this entry, Missing my darling (wonder what happened), Dreading to enter SI on Tues evening, Pretty quiet throughout the outing with the group (wonder if they noticed).. Practically I think I’m just emo for apparently no reason. zzz.

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thnx for reading.

So many things happen in such a short span of time. For some it may take real fast to recover, for me I’m still feeling real emotional (emo). There’s like nothing I can say but just feel empty somewhere within me.. That’s all. Yeah.

Things all started after my minor surgery…

EMO~~~~~~~~ argh.

My baobei dearest pet passed away.. Seeing her sobbing & crying her heart out everyday just simply pains me. What pains me even more is I can’t do much. Except just console comfort and talk to her. To ease the thing abit, its like a tap that is left open with water following out from the eyes. No matter how much I tried to turn it off, it will just keep bursting out. Yeah. *brrr… cold..* Heh. Cold jokes eh? =P

Things yet to come to a plateau (or fully recovered), there comes ANOTHER problem. Her period become irregular, causing her to feel dizzy & giddy. Sometimes out of a sudden just feel uber faint.

Having her period under control for the time being (due to medication), ANOTHER problem surfaces once more… Signs of dizziness, headache & vomiting start to come.. Whatever food she eats, she will puke. Till today, that hasn’t been cured.

Strikes after strikes of problems hit me like someone throwing darts at you… and each dart he throws, it won’t miss you. It will just keep hitting you again… again….. and again.. There came the biggest HIT of the century FOR me..

DEPRESSION~!!!!!

Was at home with my baobei one day when Channel 8 started screening about health and wellness. They were interviewing a doctor bout depression. Apparently the symptoms which the doctor mentioned, it hit bull’s eye for me. Sighs.. My moment of depression came.. Till today, I wondered has it recovered also.

Its like STOCKS.. Up down down down Up (a little) then it plurges all the way down~

feeling emo
feeling down
feeling empty somewhere within

sighs.

Haha.. I’m back to blogging once more. Keen to see that there are people who are interested in viewing my blog..

Therefore I’m back here to update.. Hahaz.

Hmm first n foremost, I’m no longer in Network Marketing arena.. So do not invite me down to any talks expecting me to join you. Yups.. I won’t mind listening… But I mind joining. Need not force me… For I’m once a Network Marketer. Methods used are similar.. so don’t expect me to fall for the same trick again yea? =D

Next, I’m in the Army! Seriously it is really filled with propaganda… ”Cleansing” your mind to make it purer? haha.. nonsensical that is. =) Botak with few other fellow botak friends doing sai gang (shit job in Hokkien)… Currently in BMTC Sch 2, S Coy, Plt 4. Yeah~~

Appointed as Plt IC 2 days ago… Gee.. that position is sure stressful i tell ya.. Account for every single man of yours.. missing 1 idiot, u are accountable.. its that simple. Down 20 immediately..

The cool thing bout Army is I’m down to 2 weeks!!! Now that is sure motivating manz. hahaha. Field camp is the coming Tuesday. WOW~ 3 days only.. hahaha. That is the next cool thing of being in PES C. ONLY 3 days. And only 3. ^^ Bet its gonna be fun. =P

Live range is over and I passed. Come on.. Wait till U’ve to do the various positions over & over again… Foxhole, prone, kneeling/squatting/sitting & lastly standing shoulder. Do it once.. ok. Do it twice.. ache a little. Do it for day & night shooting…  now thats gonna be super worn out i guarantee you.. Once you reach your bunk, first thing is to remove whatever u have on you, grab a towel & shampoo, dash straight to the toilet.. After which fly to your bed & sleep.

Next challenge up for me was the GAC or otherwise known as Grenade Assault Course. Learn the various kinds of grenades… thereafter going to throw a dummy one.. See the demo.. WOW so easy. Do the thing = shit. Imagine doing that with your helmet, FBO (Full Battle Order) & your rifle UNDER THE 2PM SUN… BLOODY HOT MAN! =(

*Grenade~~~~~~~~~1000, 2000, 3000, 4000, BOOM! 1000 CHECK*

LOLs.. for those who went for the GAC, thats for you to know.. For those who didnt go for the GAC, its for you to find out. hahahaha..

2 more wks to POC!!! Pass Out Ceremony.. (only for PES C).. Others have to do POP (Pass Out Parade).. Heeee. POP need to perform.. POC just get cert.. hahaha. =P

To anyone reading, thanks for reading~!! =P

-End of entry for now- ^^

woo hoo~~ feeling like doing an entry today. ^_^

just in the mood for an entry!

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Firstly I really love my company & I can’t deny the fact. So I have to say the fact. hahaz..

Today my blog entry wont be alot on my company, but, it will be about us, Singaporeans.

This is the route that has been paved out for us every since the day we were born…..

U were born.. u didnt know anything back then. u just know that ‘’so many eyes looking at u.. y so many eyes de..” then u start to be afraid & u cry.. thats when ur parents come and comfort u..

U grow up.. u are able to walk and slowly start talking.. u fall, u cry and then ur parents are there to comfort & assist u once again.. u even have the assistance of the little wheelie.. how cool~! haha. then u still dunno anything..

Doning a uniform, with a small bag with ur stationeries.. ur parents send u to a foreign place… everyone are strangers and u are lost… u start crying againz.. and there again your parents are present. slowly u mix around… u find ur friends.. first time in ur life, u made friends.. then life starts to get interesting.. that is ur kindergarten..

Some start to get independent this stage but some still have their parents by their side for the beginning.. u enter a new environment… friends u meet are totally different.. u start mixing with a whole new group of clicks.. pokemon, dragonball, idol cards or even marbles were some of the craze… ur favourite pastime while waiting for ur parents to pick u up was catching.. u played until u perspire with beads of perspiration trickling down ur face.. ur parents pass u a small towel and told u to wipe off the perspiration.. u were playful.. sometimes don’t hand up ur homework.. this phase is the longest yet crucial part of your life.. u learn basic mathematics, science and languages to enable u to face the upcoming school.. u took the first biggest examination of ur life that determine where u go.. this was ur primary school.

If u’re lucky, u enter the school of ur choice.. If u ain’t, ur parents start to appeal… successful or not, u experience a brand new group of friends.. here is where u choose the right or wrong crowd… some without guidance, end up with the wrong crowd.. havoc starts.. bad habits up.. bad influence up.. fights, smoking, skipping sch is part and parcel of ur life.. u end up with 5 yrs.. some with guidance, end up with the right crowd.. becomes gems of their school.. end up with 4 yrs.. u sat ur second biggest examination in ur life..  ha~ ur secondary school life back then..

A great decision awaits… u decide ur path for the first time.. the academic one or the slack-study kind.. stress starts to build up.. coping with cca, studies or even relationships.. juggling 3 commitments at 1 go.. some unlucky ones get 4 commitments.. work. a handful start to think about the future.. especially the females.. as they need not serve the nation.. now ur life takes the most drastic turn for some.. THE WORKFORCE! for the females, some prefer to pursue their studies.. some would love to conquer the workforce.. for the males, they still can slack in NS..

here’s the question I post to ALL Singapore citizens including my friends:

ARE YOU READY?

question next is for degree holders, in this fast-changing world, with our Integrated Resort coming up, with our Singapore Flyer, with all these:

IS THE INCOME THAT YOU ARE GETTING ABLE TO SUPPORT YOURSELF?

[Guys] HOW BOUT YOUR FUTURE WIFE? YOUR FAMILY?

For the above 2 questions, to be frank, I did thought about it.. Degree holders are going to flood Singapore one day.. Will a certificate matter back then? Will being a degree holder get you a job? If u can get a job, will the job be related to your degree?

These are just some of the questions I have thought about.. Its going to be sooner or later. Standard of living is going up… Cost of living has started to go up le.. GST 5% to 7%… BUT, DOES THAT CONSTITUTE TO PAY RISE? GST increases.. that’s a fact. but will your boss increase your pay because of that? I doubt so bahz.. and that’s another fact.

This is to all my friends out there. You need not join me on what I’m doing and neither will I force you.

I just hope that you guys can start thinking about your future. You can’t stop time and say ”WAIT! I NEED TO THINK!” When you say that, Bill Gates has earned about US1000 bahz..

Reality check guys. If you ain’t going to start thinking now, when will you start? 30? 40? 50? 60? By then, have u ‘’sold” your freedom to the workforce?

May my entry be a driving force for u guys to start thinking. Its never too late, its only late if you choose NOT to think..

In conclusion, if you guys are LOST & NEED HELP, you can approach me. I’m more than willing to lend a helping hand. That’s what friends are for. =D

To help each other in times of crisis.

Thanks for reading. Do drop some comments. Thank you. ^_^v

Hmm this time my blog entry is rather in general bahz. some of my feelings I really hope to pin it down.

This phrase below is really worth saying and debating on as well.

”No matter what you do, there are definitely gonna be comments. Good or bad, they will always be present.”

In addition, I’ve also learnt that, never underestimate people closest to you. Some are there to lend a helping hand, some are outright jealous and there to watch you fall & they will laugh. I don’t wanna mention names cos it will be super duper ugly.

These are some of my feelings I’ve encountered in my trade. When you succeed, everybody worship you like god.. However some will have green eye and say ”you not humble de.. make it le so wad~ not humble~” There is this one saying in Chinese: ”bu neng chi pu tao shuo pu tao suan..” Direct translation means cannot eat the grapes and say the grapes are sour. Its 100% super cliche. However this is still occurring in the world today.

When u earn an income of 5 digits a mth, and u spend stuffs that are 4 digits and say its cheap. These scenarios will happen:

1. People earning 1 - 3k a month will say that u cocky, u show off, u not humble… (Ans: this is not humble or not humble, its cos u cant get it so u give excuses. henceforth 1 word to summarise, jealousy)

2. People earning income similar to yours will say, wah lau, 4 digits onli ar, I buy stuffs about 4 digits with numbers starting with 7 or 8 de. =) [Ans: winners solve problems when they have 1, losers create MORE problems when they have 1)

As you can see, both are different scenarios. So given a chance to change your financial status to be on par with the 5 digits income dude, wont u change to scenario 2 instead of scenario 1?

Whats more things are made simple for you le. All pave for u le.. Just a small action from you, you can be on par le… Is it that difficult?

The answer to that difficulty is: Are you willing to take that HUGE step to change your life?

Why people aint willing to change their life? From what I see, is that, they are living in that comfort zone for the past 10 years PLUS.. therefore you are conditioned in that way le, wanna change abit difficult.

You wanna hear what I did? hahaha.. As below~~

Like I just said, no matter what u do, others will say. U do, others say, U dont do, u lose the opportunity. So how? Do or dont do?

Ans: Give it your best shot. If others can do, why u cant? WHY? If you tell yourself, you can 100 times or more a day, I can tell you, you confirm can do. Cos you have done something wad i call ”Conditioning”. What you have did is activated your subconscious mind to start thinking.. see? cool rite? hahaha.

Interesting fact is, you dont succeed alone. If u succeed alone, aint that the same case as a CEO of a MNC? Only got 1 niahz.. Is that feeling good anot? Ppl wanna be CEO, u push them down… cos u are THE CEO.. no one can replace u le. However when u see your friends, all because of you, thank you for making them succeed. That kind of satisfaction, words just cannot describe. ^_^

Yup.. this is the end of my blog entry. I just hope you guys do give it a thought. Whatever trade you do, definitely got black sheeps… So wad? Dont work lor lytat… cos whatever trade u do gt black sheeps wad.. den dont do lor~ Bcos some Tom Dick or Harry say cannot means cannot? Is that so? wah… then lytat hor, if that Tom Dick or Harry say u cannot eat today hor means u dun eat la? Is it? lolz.. same thing.

My advice to all my friends out there… Opportunity knocks once & only once. Once its gone, its really gone. No point looking back and say ”aiyah..y i didnt grab it last time?” gone liao.. dun turn back. In addition, come on, take that HUGE step out of your life. Degree holder dont equal to confirm have job le.. cruel world BUT FACE IT. ITS LIKE THAT le.. SATURATION~

Thats all I can say le. The rest is still your choice. No matter what it is, I respect it 100%. For its ur choice, I’ve never believe in forcing ppl to do wad they DONT wanna do. Cos if lytat, u wont have the heart to do it le. Like that might as well dont do.. aint that the same? =D

ciaoz. may u guys have a great year 2007 ahead. I’m gonna do some STUNS this year. watch me ya.. u wanna say i cocky, i show off, i nt humble, by all means say. cos why? the more u say, the more i wanna prove u wrong. so.. say more pls? hahaha. ^_^

*P.S. actually this post is kinda late. hahax.

As u have seen in the title, yup.. the Sunshine Empire Leaders Convention that was held in Genting and I was there.

The most POWERFUL thing is… this is a WORLDWIDE CONVENTION! You get great leaders from all over the world coming down to cooling, lovely, dreamy Genting for a serious convention for TOP leaders!

I should say I am one lucky dude that was hand-picked by my mentor, the one whom I respect 3rd in ranking, Mr David! To be chosen for this convention, not any other Tom-Dick-Harry one, but a LEADERS convention, makes u the potential leader one day. In which my mentor has done and already done so. ^_^

The 1st day at Genting

We were there.. free & easy.. hang around at the theme park. I was clicking together with the JAL division guys. They too have a wonderful leader by the name of Mr Guan Xiang.. hahaz. The amazing thing we did in the night was we all had a grouping at Starbucks up on Genting manz!! Imagine sitting in the clouds and sipping a cuppa hot chocolate or coffee, sitting with a group of leaders with the common goal we all are up for… GEEX! I WANT THAT LIFESTYLE EVERY DARN DAY!!

That was what we did. The leaders present were Mr Dongxu, Mr David, Andy, Mr Benson & his brother, Mr Benedict, Mr Junming, Mr Junjie, some JAG division guys, some of JAL guys too! I should say, sitting together, all freezing cold le.. but that sip of hot drink + gre8 leaders is one fails to enjoy in this current competitive edge.

After which we took a walk down back to our hotel. It was seriously really as though we are in the clouds. lovely~! =)

oh ya.. after that, Mr David brought us to SPA!! OMG!! I WENT TO SPA FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE. AND THIS TIME, WE ARE IN THE CLOUDS!! AT GENTING!! WITH GREAT LEADERS AND GREAT ATMOSPHERE.. WAT MORE U ASK FOR? =D

2nd day of Genting

Oh ho… I just tell u manz.. This day is the day one should never ever forget. I for one, whenever I recall this day, it is really a day where u get mixed feelings. One time ur in joy, one time ur in sadness.. BOY~!

Its the day where I saw Sunshine Empire aint simple manz. U get Malaysia, Indonesia, Taiwan, China, Hong Kong and of course Singapore TOP leaders there. OMG~~ I call that SHOCKING and really MIND SWEEPING!! ^_^

The start was some dances by NTI Speakers Comm.. hahaz. boy funny like dunno wad. lolx.. truly entertaining.

Then we have the updates of our Taichung EmCom project by Mr Gino, the Chief Technical Officer of Tayee Technology Team.. pretty detailed one… n he too mentioned bout our International President’s crazy plan. To be able to have WiFi + WiMax on air! (with the help of a helicopter) by March 07.. U guys just watch. Whatever my International President says, he will do it. =) Btw, recent news I got, he has already rented the heli. 0_0 BLUR!!

Next, our Tayee Technology Team CEO, Mr Eddie Chong gave us a really really detailed update as well.. I truly mean DETAILED! hahahaz..

Finally the part, all the leaders been waiting for, Our International President’s lesson… His intro was a video of his life.. That touched my heart totally.I almost went into tears… but managed to hold back.. =’( really heart pain. Then comes his lesson.. REALLY I HAVE NO WORDS TO DESCRIBE HOW POWERFUL HIS LESSON CAN BE. IF BY THE END OF IT, YOU DON’T FEEL FOR HIM, I TINK U NOT HUMAN MANZ. serious.. spoke frm his heart, his experience.. the person I respect the most.. To have failed and went bankrupt before.. Do u think he will go bankrupt again? siao manz..

After the break.. Mr Galex explained the ”Why 8 GPs”… wah seh. during the incentive period, watch how the Indos buy their GPs.. they go by GRABBING ONE SIA~~!! One time an Indo can easily purchase 20GPs and feel that its too little.. OMG!! SIAO MAN~!

then our International President ended his lesson with a bang! The song of Surely Succeed!!

Here comes the best part. The incentive.. wow. grab one GP spin the wheel.. all on the wheel is cfm can win. minimum is 100USD u can get. wah~ blur again~~ hit jackpot is 88,888USD… WALAU!! Starting to spin liao… Indo side a few hit the jackpot.. den S’pore side hit oso.. then our International President so happy he increase the jackpot to 100,000USD… then more ppl win.. den he increase again.. until 150,000USD.. WALAU!! over 10 ppl win that manz. (to be shared ar..lolx.)

I have only 1 word to describe this day: WOW~~!!

3rd day of Genting

nth much.. packed our bags and launched to Singapore for another round of closing not only GPs but future networkers as well… =)

so guys.. I hope to help you guys not oni succeed in terms of your personal growth.. I want to help u guys succeed financially as well.

can u guys give me a chance? i’ll let u listen.. the rest is ur choice. no forcing seriously for I don’t believe in that. ^_^

some great sources of info u guys wanna check out:

http://stupid-ray-guy.blogspot.com

http://jal-network.blogspot.com

http://www.trizzard.com

anything you are unsure about, ask me. thanks!

I’m sincerely here to help friends, just want u guys to give me the chance to. =P

YOYOYO~~~!! CHECK IT OUT ALL THE FRIENDS I KNOW OUT THERE!! WHETHER YOU KNOW ME OR NOT~~ BY THE DAYS AFTER TODAY, I’LL MAKE SURE YOU KNOW ME!! ^_^

haha.. yeah yeah. You know why I’ve this confidence? =) Because I’ve a dream to fulfil from today onwards… I wanna help 10 of my friends to achieve the dreams they wanna have.

okay.. its not I’m doing this out of good will or I’m doing this cos I’m MAD.. hahaz. its becos I’ve known of a platform in which you guys can excel together with me. I’ve seen people older than me excel.. They have already started to enjoy their fruits of labour… What’s more, there are also success stories of those YOUNGER than me who also succeeded!! Oh man~ Now I’m more spurred on to help people. =)

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So today.. shall not only mark the REVIVAL OF MY MONTHS-DEAD BLOG! IT ALSO MARKS THE REVIVAL OF ME!! MY LIFE!!

My motto from today: Help others to achieve their dreams.

If I cannot impact 10 of my friends’ lives to help them achieve their dreams, I’ll keep going on until I managed to do it.

So for those who wish to join me and succeed together, YOU ARE ALL WELCOMED!!

For those who wanna condemn me and treat this as a scam, and carry on living your life, I’LL GIVE YOU MY FULL SUPPORT AS WELL! =) MAY U GUYS SUCCEED IN THIS YEAR AS WELL AS THE YEARS COMING UP!! ^_^v

okok… if you have any comments, do leave it here! I’ll reply them too.. even better, keen to know how I get that amount in my picture? I’ll help you achieve… First and foremost, you gotta have the heart to help yourself, only then, in addition to my help, you will SUCCEED!

So to all my dear friends out there, especially those who just viewed my profile, can I help you to succeed? =)

6th Sept 2006 00:00 hrs..

zzz.. cptc attachment. really dreading. really tiring. really boring.

hmm.. but frankly speaking, some nice looking girls frm NP.. ngee ann poly. but see only.. not interested. haha. i doubt they will b interested in me either. =D

1st day of attachment

one damn dry safety lecture… all the way 9am - 5pm.. of cos there r breaks and lunch. it seems tat the breaks r more than the lessons. and no vulgarities allowed. 1st time: verbal warning.. 2nd time: give u letter liao. hahaha. sian. no F***~ too used to saying it le. need to correct that habit. sucks! then b4 go home, still nid 2 take the safety test. lame stuff.. 30mcq of lame shit.

2nd day of attachment

lectures AGAIN~~~~~!!!! omg.. this time on the various utilities and alarm systems.. and a short talk by the Plant Manager.. the one who waters the plant. *hurhur.. so lame.* then 3pm, we got our locker keys and need to check the overalls, the helmet, ear plugs and goggles (last 3 items in short is known as PPE - personal protective equipment).. after having done those, den go home le.. played bball that has much air. weird. playing ping pong too.. hahaz. now my eyes are just wanting to shut and go sleep. tmrw got another dreading day againz..

see if im free tmr den i blog or wad bahz.. everyday like zombie sehz. wanna die ar~~~~ i am seriously not going into this chem engrg industry manz.

that’s it for today. i really need my rest. nite ppl. =(

4th Sept 2006 (Monday) - 0030 hrs

oh my gosh. the D day has come… its the start of my attachment. and I have exactly 6 hours to sleep.. i cant sleep leh.. but hor, im so damn tired.

today work liao den meet mr TJ… he wanna go buy his marker for his gundam model… hmm go sunshine plaza buy le, den i go hunt *mystery item*.. haha.. oh manz. wasted $$ on so many stuffs liao.

hmm im still analysing wats the reason why i cant get a stead…. i think one ultimate reason is that I really perspire alot.. n that’s why i stink. *sobs sobs* haiz.. neber mind la.. after all, life as an individual aint that bad. wait till i pass my license.. wahahaha.. i really would wanna check out Evo 9… wanna see how strong it can be. *hmmm…*

zzz… wonder wad i’ll kena for attachment. haiz.. first to jurong island den to cptc.. tts the route tmrw… i think btw i get home, i will b so damn tired. hahaz. not bad bro got a pair of speakers from Comex today.. S$59 bucks.. hmm the subwoofer nt that zhai yet lehz.. hahaha. i oni crave for Altec Lansing at the back of my Fairlady 350Z… then that will be shi quan shi mei le. hahaha..

the car in my photo list will be the one i wanna get. hmmm as to design, i love that.. so maybe mod to that bahz.. lets see.. have it in aussie, uk or us? hmmm i think uk bahz.. haha. cheap!!! hahaha cheap cheap cheap…

i shall reveal my *mystery item* once i have tried the device.. wonder if its good. BY THE WAY, dont let ur mind run wild… it aint a sex toy. its just a IT gadget.. which i find it rather cool… im not despo till that extent. neither am i horny too… pardon me, im typing this in a sort of dreamy state. haha. mayb im dreaming. hahaha.

okie la.. thats for all. i just turn in and expect good stuffs later at 9. 9am - 5pm (mon - wed)… may it be gd stuff. =)

tata.

officially done with this at 0040 hrs. zzzz.. me took 10mins on this. cOoL. ^_^

18th Aug (Fri) 15:29pm..

here is me the blogger. wahaha.. hmm monday 21st is my first paper.. and im here blogging. heh.. its been ages since I last blogged. eh… April 5th? gee.. tt is long manz.. so many happenings..

1. I broke up with my gf… hais. too busy for her… den she gets neglected n stuff. upset. over. nvm..

2. mr ci hao went into tekong and he changed his mobile number.. haha. got a call frm him den see ”eh.. whose num is tt.. nvr see b4.” haha.. pick up den suddenly he say ”hey idiot.. how r u..” i was like, ”who u.. den orhhhhhh~~” hahaha.. omg. old already. lagged. tekong and its famous haunted stories.. btw they are real. none faked. =)

3. I’m not in S2006 already. *sobs* hais.. idiotic attachment.. y muz commence on the 4th Sept. haiz… sad sad sad.. i wan S2006!!!!!! =(

4. PAL new restructuring of the comin committee.. hmm gt a few potential ones.. haha.. seems lyk new structure is similar to… hahaha.. *confidential* heh..

5. my Poly Forum friend, Kok Ann, pull me into MINDS.. hahaa.. cool stuff! but I can tell u that u will 100% get a shock for the first time helping.. so farni de.. gt tis ID (intellectually-disabled) girl who keeps calling me ”kor kor”~ hahaha. n the VP (Hui Jing) was lyk laughing away.. WTH.. diaoz. interesting stuff.. haha~ n fancy getting HJ makin fun of me.. wad the hell. =_=”’ volunteering is fun! nxt outing: 26th Aug… hooOo~!!

6. my EXAMS!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~~~ they are lyk at the back of my neck… =( but after this exams, I won’t be in NYP le.. guys and girls don’t miss me kies? hahahha.. *so gay* shit manz.. this is so so gay.. cant stand it. ^_^v

1st paper: 21st Aug - Pharma Processes

2nd paper: 22nd Aug - Industrial Safety

3rd paper: 23rd Aug - Advanced Instrumentation & Control

4th paper: 24th Aug - Petrolchemical Processes

after Thurs, its CHEERS!!! YAY!! CELEBRATION!!! I MUST SCORE WELL FOR THIS COMING SEM EXAMS LE.. hais. flung POO the last tym round. wads more so many memorising work to be done. awww manz.

7. my ”ji pa ban” gang are planning to go Genting.. haha. I wanna go~~!!!! I really hope my dad will allow… =( cos this is once in a blue moon.. after all its just 3 days.. need to wait for him to come back tmrw.. *sad*

okie lorz.. these are some of the happenings that has passed or are coming.. haha. update on my latest happenings lo.. and I for one, HAS yet to go clubbing or pubbing.. *yawns*

back to books again.. mayb will blog after thurs lo.. haha. see how. =D